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« on: August 30, 2011, 11:01:58 AM »

I am sick of being teased. I am sick of being trolled. I am sick of meeting assholes. I am sick of being laughed at. I am sick of everything.
And today I took it all out on my mom.
I just snapped and beat her and even got out a kitchen knife and threatened to stab her, all because she stared at me when I got angry at somebody online.
Maybe it's teen angst, but either way it's unbearable. I oftentimes find myself wishing I could get up the guts to kill myself. Such as now.
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« Reply #1 on: August 30, 2011, 12:30:38 PM »

D:

I'm very sorry that some people have no feelings seemingly. It's unfair for people to treat you like this!
...but I don't hate you. Nobody here does. I like you! and I would be very saddened if you... committed suicide.
Tons of teens kill themselves and it's very sad. You should wait and see if things will get better.
For all you know, your family could win the lottery the day after you kill yourself and they would be unable to be happy, just because you were gone.

There is more life left, and plenty of time for things to turn around!

...just don't do it.
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« Reply #2 on: August 30, 2011, 03:11:04 PM »

Is there anything I can do to help?

anything at all?
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« Reply #3 on: August 31, 2011, 01:59:24 AM »

Wow man, that's heavy.

This is going to sound really corny, but... do you want to talk about it?
I've been through a few rough spots myself...
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« Reply #4 on: August 31, 2011, 03:10:44 PM »

Don't commit suicide.
You have much more life to live.
Things may seem bad for you now but things may get better for you in the future.
Also you may think of all the negative stuff that has happened to you but also think of the positive stuff like playing spelunky and stuff.
Anyway if you are having a hard time I suggest you sit down and talk to someone tell them what may be bothering you at that time.


I hope things improve for you and also as I said don't commit suicide because you have much more life to live.
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« Reply #5 on: August 31, 2011, 04:48:59 PM »

Look, I'm not gonna lie. I feel this way sometimes too, probably for unrelated reasons. I'm less of a bullied kid and more of a romantic heartbroken screw-up, but we all have our challenges in life. They make us who we are. So stick with it. Remember we're here for you.
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« Reply #6 on: August 31, 2011, 08:21:00 PM »

I've been there too, and my current self is thankful that my past self didn't have the balls to go through with it. I remember feeling that there was nothing anyone could say to make me feel better, but I hope I can tell you something based on my own experience to give you some hope.

I'm guessing you're in high school. You're on your way to becoming a good and intelligent human being - don't let some assholes fuck it up. Are you going to allow these low-life, negative people drive you to the point that you end up hurting yourself or someone else? Those people are going to be assholes for the rest of their lives. Their parents are probably assholes too, and they will raise asshole offspring of their own one day. It's unfortunate, but the world is full of them.
When those people finish high school (typically the popular kids), they become the losers, because they had it easy. They may have been tough amongst the school population, safe within their particular social circle, but once they get out there with the rest of the world, they are nobody, and they have little to offer the world because they have a shitty personality. But you will have survived after hitting rock-bottom, you will have made it through the worst time in your life, and you will come out the other side stronger, knowing yourself better, have empathy, and because you were 'different', you will have something unique to offer the world. There will be other rough times of course, but the worst will be behind you, and you will have developed skills to help you cope with negative people and dark feelings. Overall, life will become better as you get older.

For now, don't get yourself into trouble - don't seek revenge, or expect remorse from those dicks. You can't change them, and they may go through life not caring or unaware of how much they've hurt you. You can only change yourself. Don't let them pull you into their world of hate and negativity. Also, try not to let this stuff distract you from doing well in class - a few years from now you may wonder how you could have allowed some losers to effect your school performance, taking away opportunities from you, in whatever direction you choose to go.

How exactly you should go about coping with your current situation mentally should probably be talked about with a professional face to face (and you may have to see a few counselors/doctors before you find one who has a style you like and that you feel you can trust). Until then just focus on getting through the next hour/day/week - whatever interval of time you can handle.
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« Reply #7 on: September 01, 2011, 09:37:06 PM »

There is still so much awesome around to see, and I'm sure all of us here think you're great!

We're here for ya buddy, whatever you need we'll try our best.
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« Reply #8 on: September 01, 2011, 11:50:57 PM »

Wow, You sound like me. o.o

I once tried to murder my mother in her sleep with a pillow, Lets just say I'm lucky I got off with just being chained to a post in the barn, Rusk is NOT a good place to go...

If you're going to kill yourself I got some advice for you.

Make sure your rope is strong enough to not let you down. (pun not intended.)

I don't support you killing yourself, I'm better off than I would have been dead. :L

Maybe it'll be the same for you.
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